THERE WAS NO CHOICE BUT TO SACRIFICE OUR CLOTHES TO THE STORM
i’ll be your dove
i’ll be your swan
i didn’t know it was selfish to die in front of someone you love
i’ll wrap you in white linen cloth
I’m slinging 20,000 flaming arrows even tho i hit you on the first try
over and over again cause i’ll never know
i’ll be your dove
i’ll be your swan
i’m just sitting in the hole in your chest
staring at tattooed constellations of lovers put to rest
pet me till i fall asleep
euthanize me knees deep
i’ll be your dove
i’ll be your swan
and I’ll tell all the beach boys
that all i know is how to cry
every bird gets shot down in the sky
I really wanted to show you exactly how my skin looks when i'm not wearing it
and how to crave the fumes of gasoline
the skeleton hand between my breasts says hello
we smile and wave back
I'm trying to enjoy my time on earth
but men are created with silver and gold
and breathers aren't for the air
there's 4 girls hanging out in the dark, next to a smoke stack
i am never i am always
he came from a shelter so he's damaged
i am the drawer of spare change, loose ends, and pen caps
i am the missing glove
young lovers haste
we can have guillotine night,
slavedriver
we were ridden hard and put away wet
i want to ruin you
i don’t want to ruin you
starve them in the spring
drown me in the fall
tell me i’m your dirty girl
he’s gonna chop my head off
and set wild ravens free
how much?
all the way baby all the way
Dry heaving on the kitchen floor, I think back to that never ending round of spin-the-bottle. I used to spend a lot of time in a basement with a spotted boy. I love when we spit on each other, not because it’s dirty, but because black and white woven thread make grey. There’s a ghost in my record player, but I’m really thinking about the handjob I gave you on the couch in front of your mother’s death bed. My tears taste like honeydew, and my boyfriend is wearing nothing but a leather jacket while he watches me kiss my doppleganger for the first time. I can’t stop grinding my teeth when I sway in the sun, and when I close my eyes, I look like all those charms and skulls dangling from your rear view window. One last snaggletoothed smile, it’s Halloween and I’ve never been in love.
everything good in the world against your blue jean jacket
you were supposed to be dead while I was just being born again
he said baby you’re a star
I said baby we’re a constellation
tasmanian devil
battle wound baby
you’re driving me crazy
jerking off on the water tower when you were supposed to be in class
boy, you’ve got a sweet ass
poker champion
racetrack hero
glistening pee in the sun
the same cloud forever
the future in the 80’s
strange days
i did a cartwheel down the runway
and the roof of the airplane ripped off
it brought me that much closer to your couch
the one with the cigarette holes
there should be a thunderstorm
but it would only be good if it were dead silent
and the lightning was so abundant and bright that i wouldn’t be able to turn on the lights for days
we’d return to the cave and i’d be an orphan
i’m just waiting to make your superhero costume
i love when my body turns colors it makes me feel like i did something
they said this would be a good time to sleep
there was a better solution than rose letting go of jack like that
i hope we make it to the beach for my birthday
and that we shed this skin
and that that one song by bread comes on the radio
and that we’re so high that we don’t realize till the next day i never replaced those batteries
and we’d take turns sharing stories on how we’d kill ourselves only to make our parents feel bad
i chose “jump in traffic” today
that’s why we’re such good friends
let me know what i can do to make you want to hold me at night
"jump in front of the subway" was a good answer too
the bird with the sweater at the pier
the highschool history teacher on a summer roadtrip
the zebra ontop of the mountain next to the roman swimming pool remake
i swear to fucking god if you like…
is this worth remembering?
i want to sock the flight attendant in the face
hematite
black tourmaline
the dead parents club
remember that time two birthdays ago i got period blood on my skirt and i told everyone it was orange soda and i when i turned the street corner i sucked out the blood the same way you’d remove the poison from a snake bite
everyone lets me down
2 axises
the world is spinning on 2 axises
and i’m drunk too
boy pjs is my other band
and you’re my john lennon
golden horse
we will live forever
transcendence through lovers
last of the wild birds
Black beauty neighed, “I’ll always come running back to you.” And we made out by the white picket fence. And everyone applauded.